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Fatigue... That Isn't Cured By Vitamins, Sleep Or Coffee☕️

 
It was another appointment today... another one of those, "talks."
My first??
Oncology specialists walking in the room, while I was dozed off.
The fatigue is something new, when you can no longer control it.
At least they "get it."
Having specialists who fight with you, along side you is EVERYTHING. Remember that!.
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Ovarian Cancer ORS Support, Collaborative Care🫂

 
#1:
Always remain proactive when it comes to your health. 
Your overall care. 
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Second Time Around..⌛️My Decision To End.

 
The Toughest decision, besides initial oncology treatments.
I never thought, I would be in this place... again.
Yes, for very few of us. 
We make it full circle.
I honestly, do not know of one single person who ever, benefited. To risk it all... to "possibly" extend one's life. A few more weeks, another month..two, or days.
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Try. Question.❓️Try.

 
Can you really come full circle?.
Do you really want... to come full circle?.
"No."
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Narcissistic Personality Disorder In Siblings 📖 By Bev.

 
A must read for anyone dealing with narcissism within family. 
"The Narcissistic Slayer"
Always remember... Healthy Boundaries.
#Abuse Is Abuse
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Stories 📖 There Are ALWAYS 2 Sides.. Here Is Mine.

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This is the other side, that people didn't know..
The Truth.
I have no reason to lie, and why would I. The matter of the facts is, every single time, I attempted to speak my truth. I was threatened by the same within, using money as power to silence me. To.control me. To shut me up from telling the truth. All Documented.
The truth is the truth.
Right is Right.
Wrong is Wrong.
I have my self-respect back. I no longer attend weddings, funerals or functions held by anyone, the immediate individuals, that joined together to abandon, abuse or blatantly did not include me. In their mind, I no longer existed.
For 13 years and 8 months.
Some actions, by those who should always be there for you, unconditionallly. Instead... forget about you, intentionally. For over 13 years, and 8 months. How you treated me, and how I felt abandoned, and utterly neglected. All, will never be forgotten.
It took me years to get to the point of peace. 
It took me even more years to heal.
I'd rather be alone. Than to be around anyone who found it normal to omit within. Especially, during the hardest points in your life. The Toughest struggles.
I have, taken a lot.
I have, also learned a lot.
I made peace for myself and moved forward. As I will, continue doing so, for the remainder of my lifetime.
Why surround yourself with those who treated you as non-exitant?. If your breathing... that means your still alive. Never let anyone in this world make you feel small.
YOU are BIGGER than those beneath you.
Remember that!.
#Wisdom
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Take Your GOOD With Your BAD😇🫸👺

 
When you get that last text/call letting you know... they ALL have officially been ADOPTED❣️
My heart is singing with pure joy, and overwhelming happiness for Mr. Peakie and his new furever family!!!
❤️❤️🐱☺️❤️❤️
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The❤️‍🩹Of Giving🤲.

 
Yesterday's treatment went well. However.... testing did not. I could not finish all of the nuclear tests. Instead, I got sick, a little over half-way through testing.
I have a reason for pushing myself, sometimes... even when it seems impossible to go another step. 
I do so, for all the other future patients. So my case data can provide research for other patients. Options, possibilities and even that word from the beginning of my own journey...
"Hope."
Those diagnosed, after me. So their specialists will have information on how to care for their patient. We had nothing in the beginning to go by, but an empty slate to build upon. 
By sharing of oneself. You will continue helping others.
Remember that!.
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Good Souls💞Still Exist.

 
This podcast was from yesterday...
Good souls, to this very day, still exist and walk among us.
Never be afraid, or too proud to ask for help. Everyone, at some point in life, needs help.
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Eyes WIDE Open...👀✔️

 
I actually lost friends, and an entire family. However... I gained back my self-respect in the process. 
New people walked into my life, unexpectedly... accepting me, flaws and all💙Unconditionally.
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Observing Is Also Very🔎IMPORTANT!.

 
I have done pretty much everything in order to keep my weight from declining. I can't consume much, but visiting new bakeries with Tom's mother has been exciting! It's something I look forward to, when needing to travel out of state.
I used to do something similar, during my first initial oncology treatments. There was a Cupcake Bakery, that I would visit after leaving the hospital. They had new flavors, that were considered the Daily Specials. It was something HAPPY, during an overall pretty scary time in my life.
After dropping her off back home, I tried the baseless cheesecake with a touch of lemon, berries, chocolate shavings and whipped cream. Homemade baked goods, when placed in the correct containers, will freeze exceptionally well!
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