Post Surgical…What I Deal With…๐Ÿ’ฏ

June 15th, 2021

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Anymore, I just shake my head. I am in a totally different mind set. For me, my health.ย 

This childish behavior used to bother me. But I have come to realize with wisdom... you can't change peoples immature behavior. However, what you can change is how you respond.

The next generation watches our every move. As an adult, you are the example. What the next generation sees are the actions of adults around them.

Make sure yours is a positive one.

All else fails, remember one golden rule. You have the power to remove yourself from negative, toxicity of others. No one is worth your health nor emotional well being.ย 

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Post-Surgical…NOT Sugarcoating Anything ๐Ÿซ๐Ÿญ

June 15th, 2021


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Owning my experience in this new part of life, my journey, is about the freedom of expressing myself. It is about feeling every darn emotion, no matter how raw, as deeply as possible.

I donโ€™t buy into the narrative that I should just deal with whatever life hands me, accept it, and then lie about how Iโ€™m doing.

HA!... No thanks.

The reality, is that true suffering is a beast. Don't let anyone ever tell you otherwise.

I am not โ€œfine.โ€

I am fighting.

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Shaman Music Videos To Help ๐Ÿ˜”๐Ÿ˜‘๐Ÿ˜ด

June 14th, 2021


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I'm pretty darn proud of myself with doing my best over the past 12-hours. No pain medication.

With the pain that I am now feeling. This has been quite a feat.

I have always been one for trying holistic means. Shaman music, videos not only help me to relax. But as well, all of my fur kids. Who needs visiting nurses when I already have the best around ๐Ÿถ๐Ÿถ

Shamanism is meditation of sacred sound, Native American. Shaman music helps in spiritual, emotional and physical healing.ย 

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Post Surgical…First Look At My Face

June 13th, 2021


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What word should I use to describe how I felt. Taking my first look in the mirror at what used to be my face.

Horrified? Alarmed? Frightened?ย 

"Disbelief."

When surgeons try to explain how brutal of a surgery you are about to endure... believe them. There was no way, I could had prepared myself. To no longer recognize myself in the mirror. Post surgical reality of still a long ways off to some sort of normalcy.ย 

What we do know, is a bit further extent of maximum radiation treatments that did extensive damage to surrounding organs. That was 5 years ago and I am still paying for it. The easy part is knowing you can still live, survive with 1 kidney. I will continue dealing with those hurdles as they come.

Honesty, means the reality that it's far easier to accept internal damage. What people cannot see. Having to look at a person you no longer recognize, that is looking back at you in the mirror? An extremely humbling experience to understand that what doesn't kill you, can permanently change you.

It will be a few weeks before they get labs back on the abnormal bone growths. Jaw resection takes time to heal. It all depends on how quickly my body can heal. I was forewarned that the structure, appearance of my face will go through many changes during recovery. Not for the better.

I'm still in the beginning shock phase of disbelief. Not recognizing myself in the mirror is horrifying.

I have my first of many video appointments with my specialists starting next week. I also have my first consultation online with my cosmetic surgical group. It all just feels like a really bad dream.

ย I know in the end, there is a lot to gain from this hellish experience. There is some sort of wisdom to be had, when it all makes sense.

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Post Surgical…First Steps

June 12th, 2021


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This is where I begin to share this new part of my journey.

Surviving what should had killed me time and time again. That's the hardest part of some sort of unimaginable understanding.

Grieving that person you used to be... one organ and part of you at a time.

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Last Minute To-Do List๐Ÿ’ก

June 9th, 2021


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Almost finished up with odds and ends. Crossing my fingers Eric stays on top of responsibilities and taking care of my fur babies, eyes will be watching. Everything else... covered. I don't think I could be anymore prepared or ready to begin this next part of my surgical journey.ย 

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Surgery…God, I’m Readyโฃ

June 9th, 2021

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SHOUT-OUT๐Ÿ“ฃ

June 8th, 2021


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Narcissistic Personality Disorder-Telling Others

June 8th, 2021

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Learn To FLIP That Emotional SWITCHโฃ

June 7th, 2021

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Narcissistic Personality Disorder-Narcissistic Family Cult

June 6th, 2021

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Good Day To Just Chillax๐Ÿ‘ˆ๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿ‘

June 5th, 2021


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Taking a low-key, chillax day with my fur babies. Perfect opportunity to escape reality for a bit, binge watch our favorite shows.

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The balance between estrogen and progesterone is critical for the formation of ovarian cancers.

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Ready For YOUR Robot๐Ÿคจ๐Ÿค”๐Ÿ˜€

June 5th, 2021


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FRIDAYS CELEBRITY EDITION ๐Ÿคฉ

June 3rd, 2021

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SHOUT-OUT๐Ÿ“ฃ

June 3rd, 2021


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A BILLIONAIRE THANKS TO THE FANS!!๐Ÿ™‚๐Ÿ™ƒ๐Ÿ˜‰

June 2nd, 2021

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Jealousy Gets You….Guess Where?

June 1st, 2021

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No where. That's where.

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๐Ÿ‡บ๐Ÿ‡ฒ Happy Memorial Day ๐Ÿ‡บ๐Ÿ‡ฒ

June 1st, 2021

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Wishing everyone a safe and blessed Memorial Day ๐Ÿ‡บ๐Ÿ‡ฒ

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Start Scrambling ๐Ÿ‘Ÿ๐Ÿ‘Ÿ Protect YOURSELF

May 31st, 2021

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"When you are sure that you have done everything in your power. When you can no longer save the relationship alone, then the only option is for you to BREAK-FREE."

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SHOUT-OUT๐Ÿ“ฃ

May 31st, 2021


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