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Narcissistic Personality Disorder👺#Siblings

 
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Decisions-Actions-Behavior=HATRED👺.

 
If you think your actions, behavior and decisions... out of pure hatred. 
If you think they don't affect people, for the rest of their lives?..
THINK AGAIN.
I don't think anyone, would blame me for throwing in the towel. I'm past, physically exhausted.
Sending flowers from a group of people. Whom have caused nothing, but over a decade of problems, for not just myself. But as well, for many others.
To the person who delivered the flowers;
I haven't heard from these estranged individuals, in over a decade. I haven't been included as a unit or a whole, for over a decade. Time doesn't heal any wounds, when people feel they don't owe you any apologies. I sat alone for 2 years of Christmas seasons, that had come... and gone. You don't get to do a do-over.
The last time, they sang Happy Birthday to me, was so long ago... I don't remember the birth year. With absence... time makes for only becoming mere, strangers.
Don't you find it mighty strange too, for sending flowers?.
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Narcissistic Personality Disorder👺Psychopath Behavior.

 
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Environment 😊/😵‍💫 Happy Or Negative...Validation.

 
👇Gift from the trees🌳😁
🍌🍌🍌👇
Miss banana tree and her 3 babies😃
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🍁Happiness🌻Simplicity🍎Bucket List🍁

 
Don't just live life by sheer existence.
Actually....
LIVE life to it's FULLEST unconditionally.
🍁🍂❤️☕️🍁
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Your Prognosis Is Your Green Light!💯👏

 
Doesn't it make you wonder...
Will we ever experience winter season and the beautiful snow again?..
Snoreo always loved jumping up to catch snowflakes and running with his besties!
The first snowfall, was always the best!!
❄️🌬☃️💙
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Life.🙏The Beginning Of ORS. Prognosis, Outcome.

 
We aren't dolls.
You don't stick patients in a house. Close the door. Never look back. 
No.
It's never okay, to leave anyone, struggling alone.
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The Part Of The Day...🥱

 
After doing my best, to still keep moving forward. No matter how tired, I am feeling.
This is what I most look forward to... rest. It's perfectly normal, in my new norm.
I decided to proceed ahead in 2 weeks with the hospital. I must remember, that my decisions don't just affect me. They will help, so many other woman. Those behind me...
The journey.
Today's advice to other patients. What I have learned by wisdom... GAIN THAT EXTRA WEIGHT!.  Don't be so obsessed about healthy eating and healthy decisions, when it comes to food. When things advance, your body is going to consume more than, what you will be able to take in. Weight loss will be inevitable. The more weight. The more extra weight that you carry, will help you in the end.
That's a PROMISE!❤️‍🩹
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Fatigue... That Isn't Cured By Vitamins, Sleep Or Coffee☕️

 
It was another appointment today... another one of those, "talks."
My first??
Oncology specialists walking in the room, while I was dozed off.
The fatigue is something new, when you can no longer control it.
At least they "get it."
Having specialists who fight with you, along side you is EVERYTHING. Remember that!.
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Ovarian Cancer ORS Support, Collaborative Care🫂

 
#1:
Always remain proactive when it comes to your health. 
Your overall care. 
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Second Time Around..⌛️My Decision To End.

 
The Toughest decision, besides initial oncology treatments.
I never thought, I would be in this place... again.
Yes, for very few of us. 
We make it full circle.
I honestly, do not know of one single person who ever, benefited. To risk it all... to "possibly" extend one's life. A few more weeks, another month..two, or days.
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