FREE YOURSELF...MY JOURNEY

 
Nothing sends cold chills down your back more... when overhearing an adult placing healthy boundaries with a parent.
Then comes the parental response of denial, jabs and condescending smirks, and mental games.
A son, letting his father know... this is the last time you will ever hurt me.
A daughter, who grew tired of being a parent, to an unhealed mother or father.
A son and daughter, tired of watching drug and alcoholism that is tearing the family to shreds.
Family Dysfunction.
Generational Trauma.
At it's... finest.
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I wrote this song about family dysfunction. It is dedicated to every single adult... who has to bravely mourn the loss of a parent, that is still alive. Dealing with a parent/parents that are emotional absent, physical abandonment or you have been labeled the Blacksheep-Scapegoat of the generational family tree.
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Morning earthquakes on the daily, causing worsening of house-shifting. Particularly, the same problem wall, that was meticulously repaired... over 8 years ago.
Nope.
Culprit? 4 ton+ equipment being used across the street for a new, upcoming development. Yes, house of a second rendition of the "Money Pit" should been sold. My life journey... moved on, over past 4 years. Now, the same issues are back causing nothing but financial ruin. 
(Correction by those whom build homes. Equipment to move dirt, etc is between 7.5-20 tons)
Watch how when those... whom rather pay to see you suffer.
Than, to pay to see you... succeed.
At least, was able to enjoy the past holiday weekend. Taking in all the peaceful sights, that come with the fall season.
As mentioned in this podcast episode. I tend to strongly believe, cancer does better in the cooler months. 
Out of pocket prescription/drugs costs are not helping by any means. This is where equity, hard work that was put into this house... should had already begun. Reeping the benefits of hard-work and much needed financial help and independence.
And this part of my journey, with this house. Should had already been chalked up as... 
"The end."
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Do you believe in angels?
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Let me know what you think😇
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Decades later...
Finding out about my Godparents👇❤️‍🩹
Emotional support is a crucial part of life!. Having that support helps in all aspects of your life. If I could had done things differently... I would had tracked down answers to my puzzled life, far-sooner. Than, later.
It's crazy how fast life passes you by... even this year, feels like a mere blur.
I miss taking daily trips... exploring new and existing local parks. It seems each time myself and Snoreo get over one hump. We are met with another challenge.
Lesson learned?
Get out there and enjoy the days that our good Lord, and guardian angels provide us.👏❣️
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The movie, Life After Death...
I did a prior episode about Pastor Howard, who was the Pastor of my wedding many years ago. A movie about coming back from death.
Here are some screenshots/photos of Pastor Howard, my wedding. At least now... I have a face in reference to the story👇
Everything in life, has it's purpose and meaning. However, I still believe in the blue print of life. Our journey of life is already determined for you. Way before birth. 
I've been working on challenging myself a bit... mentally and physically this weekend. I've never been too much for rap music, unless your talking back in the 80's-kinda style. So this was fun to test my writing capabilities on this song.
Never listen to those who try to stop you from living your life, by your own terms. Your never too old, to try something new. Never let illness, stop you from living life too!
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It has taken me -2 years- to finally finish the spare/secondary garage. The old concrete pad was an absolute nightmare, total mess. Now the entire garage, doesn't even look the same👇
Now... all that is left are a few odds/ends, which is thankfully around a couple of hours... total.
The other front concrete pad still needs repaired... yep! From all the Amazon truck deliveries. Waiting on a few good days or a week to complete.
PMS cramps=not today👇
Positive as can be on both, but not surprising.
ORS/Ovarian Remnant Syndrome/secondary cancer is absolutely bizarre, how your body literally resorts back to younger years-new hormones... all-over-again.
The weather is supposed to be nice, so make sure to get outdoors and enjoy this beautiful fall weekend!
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Date night and sugar-free hot fudge cake/homemade cheesecake kinda Saturday👇
I haven't made a really great pitcher of homemade iced tea in eons! Organic lemon slices left overnight to simmer with honey. I probably should had thought about this during the hot summer months?. Regardless, it turned out DELICIOUS!👇
As far as this podcast episode...
Let me know what you think.
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Small projects still count as a huge feat on even the most BLAH days👇
A great way to add some extra privacy for the kitchen!
Crossing ALL fingers for no more 90's and nasty humidity after later this week. Looking forward to embracing "EVERYTHING comfy" kind of fall season!
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Moral to the story?
I guess you'll have to listen to figure it out.
Get out and enjoy this beautiful fall weather and don't forget your camera!
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Some moments in life become a blur...
While others hold much, much more than what appears before the naked eye.
Happy times, created by sharing common space. Those who were a part of that person you have become, today.
Then... later in life, you realize you're the only one left standing. While others await for you in a far-away place called, heaven...
"Home."
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Rodeos back in the day...
Yep! I definitely attended a few of those in my lifetime.
It's not just the lyrics, but learning the art of music, has been a new found passion of mine.
I guess the saying is true...
"Your never too old to learn something new."
Today, so far, has been a good day. Compared to the past 48-hours. Myself and Snoreo, both slept most of the last 2-days away. Listen to your body, because I guess that rest was well needed!
Attempting to head out of town this late afternoon/early evening. Back to visit old friends and where all the happy memories... sadly, ended.
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