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What Cancer DOES Give YOU 👊❣️👊

 
The fear cancer created gave me the self-confidence to speak up and live the life which was right for me.
By living the life which I wanted to... I found parts of me I did really like... which also built my self-confidence.
#SELF-RESPECT.
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Chronic Illness... How Society Deals💡

 
Feeling left alone and abandoned with chronic illness? You are not alone. Many people experience abandonment at some point during their journey.
 "It was like... I was screaming for help in a soundproof box. People could see me, but they couldn't understand me... so they just kept walking away from me."
 Feelings of abandonment during chronic illness, end of the journey of life... runs deep for many patients. Working on this means, you acknowledge that you're serious of how others view and treat you.
You're not silly or weak for your feelings, hurt by loss... when many run away from you, instead of towards you.
"Supporting you".
You're stronger for wanting to face it, your feelings. It shows... you are not ready to abandon yourself.
Be proud of YOU❣️
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Pain... Changes... 😶😶‍🌫️😐 Everything.

 
One thing that I can't live with... is this constant, worsening of pain. Non-stop, daily pain. I was warned... things will get worse. However, I don't think they can get anyone mentally ready, prepared for the amount of pain an oncology patient goes through, when things continue worsening.
So far, nothing seems to be managing the overwhelming pain. It affects everything. So... I am moving up the next step to possibly get the pain under control. To the highest degree possible.
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Pain can be caused by the cancer itself. Pain happens when the cancer grows into or destroys nearby tissue. As the tumor grows, it presses on nerves, bones and organs. The tumor can also release chemicals that can cause pain.
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2022... I May Have... ✔️💡🕯

 
This video was from last month, 2022.
The animals never cease to amaze me throughout my life. Especially these two caught on the back porch security cameras.
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Yesterday afternoon, I found out about a family member that passed away... well... I really don't like the saying, "Passed Away." 
They went back home to a place where there is no pain. Where everyone loves everyone... unconditionally. And peace is for eternity.
Where there is no ill will, but instead... love with no boundaries among one another. 
I wouldn't like... but firmly believe, that this is just a mere pre-determined place. A middle ground, pit-stop of some sorts of a life already written for us, earth.
Where our life really exists, is a place far up in the skies. A place that I know exists... even all of our beloved fur babies. Yes, even where I can still walk among them, like Snow White. Where our soul comes alive and love never dies...
Heaven
♡~Kimberly 
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This Year... 🤔✔️👏

 
Like... I was told by those that are concerned of your excessive drinking, driving while drunk and buying liquor for people and getting drunk at their houses. Mind you this is what they are telling me...
 You also want to play oncologist and God.
 Telling people... that is really none of their business, that you expect me to die any day.
Wow! You look like a @*@#! who has no respect at all for people who are sick and...
 Remember mean people, like myself, are usually given extra time by God and the universe. Why you may ask? Probably because they need to make sure to teach a lesson to people like you still on Earth.
 So be careful, looking weird and gory, as someone said talking... when talking about me dying any day. Because let's face it... the way you're drinking, you're going to meet the maker l-o-n-g before I ever will. 
 Be careful drinking-driving and partying it up with anyone that's under age, or buying anyone under the age of 21 liquor. 
 But... in the meantime...
I'll pray for you. 
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HELLO👋... New Year... New ME 🎉👱‍♀️🖐

 
I really don't care who you're screwing or who you're seeing.
 However...
What I do care about is when you insert my name to everyone in the little lazy river town and for the 4th and final time... it comes back to me. My silence has now been broken. I will respectfully stick up for myself and speak up. 
You admitted to never in 11 years, buying me or the fur kids anything... letting us down.
You can't even buy the animals one thing for Christmas... but you're buying per girls and women, "Liquor gifts and other food items with bill money that is for agreed upon, "BILLS." 
I am no longer quiet.
I ask you no further conversation on things that are my privacy... but like vomit... you tell everyone, their brother mother and cousin in an area I'm not even from...
 So don't expect me to respect you. It's as easy as that.
As for the strangers who questioned if I knew this individual... others had more things to say. I don't respond until I have enough facts. Thank you for showing me, I can still trust my fellow women, ladies to be quite frank and brutally... honest.
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Tis A New Year 🎉👱‍♀️🐶🎉 2023!

 
My PET scan is scheduled for next week. I had to go on new medication this week that... I fought so hard to stay away from.
Sometimes you have to face what's in front of you with grace, and dignity. It's been a long 6 year battle. We don't know what the scan will show. However, we do know my ongoing pain has only gotten worse. 
Like each new year... life is ever changing. I have learned through experience. It's far easier sometimes to face reality.
All else fails... there's always Nashe!
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Stepping Away 👣👣🐾🐾 Wishing Everyone A HAPPIEST New Year 2023!

 
"I show them the funny part, the silly part, the laughing part, the crazy part and then the really deep, deep part where I'm talking from my heart to these people. Because I've been through everything they've been through."
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That Feeling... When You Got ELECTRICITY Again!!!🌬❄️🥶🏝

 
I called it.
 After having the electric on and off , on and off since 4:30 in the morning...
 Duke Energy finally figured out my problem after it kept going back off.
 I have issues with my meter and lines that are barely hanging from a large branch in the back of the property. Of course, that branch hit the lines to the house that provides electricity.
I know I know...
Couldn't stress enough to those that be... the importance of making sure the trees are pruned when they have overgrown. Doing so... protects your home, but I already knew that. Others did not.
 Finally have electric, that's staying on. Finally have heat and finally heading out to the hotel to finish wrapping gifts. Grabbing a few necessities along the way. I don't know  about how everyone else feels...  But it's beginning to feel like another covid Christmas minus -below.
At home.
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Wind Meter... What A 41mph Gust Looks Like On Security Camera 🌬❄️

 
Looks pretty accurate to me via detected on bluetooth with my combo outdoor temperature/wind meter. 
I literally forget of all things at the hotel earlier this evening... my PURSE! I had my keys, phone and wallet on me while getting Snoreo situated in the car... but of course, I forget my purse with my meds in it. I think fatigue just got the best of me. I ended up having to drive back because literally all of my medications were in my purse... PFFFF!
HUGE PROPS to the hard working road crews!!! I was the only one of maybe a handful of other brave souls on the road. I'm just not scared of driving in the snow... and this rare event brought to us from Mother Nature is really quite BEAUTIFULLY POWERFUL to drive in while the rest of the world is at home🌬❄️❤
I even caught a glimpse of a few other brave souls, who parked their vehicles on deserted roads with their professional cameras and tripods. And no... I'm definitely not joking either! It was actually a great idea, because we won't see this again. Not in our generation. Neither will I ever be right on time, driving back home... to watch an entire  cities electric grid either literally do a FLASH reset... or ? One split second while driving... lights on, then lights off!
Enjoy this rare weather event... for some like myself, on the road. For not-so-daredevil folks... from the comforts of your window at home.
FYI: The old putting sand bags in the trunk of your car when driving in the snowing... still works like a charm!
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Be SAFE... Be PREPARED 🌬❄️❄️❄️

 
And...
If you don't leave your kids outside in this cold-ass-blizzard weather...
DO NOT LEAVE YOUR PETS/FUR BABIES OUTSIDE!
That includes...
HELP TAKE CARE OF OUTDOOR FERRALS AND...
Deer that walk up to your porch door because you know... THEY GET HUNGRY TOO❣️😆
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