FREE YOURSELF...MY JOURNEY

It's Never Too Late...To Save Yourself.

 
Typical days off work... too out-of-it, to do anything.
Strange, how it wasn't about ever being of assistance to me. More so, of assistance to a son, I never knew I had🤔
Word of advice:
Always go through medicine, no longer in use. Prescription or over-the-counter. 
When in doubt...DUMP IT OUT👇
People with serious mental health and addiction problems, will hunt, reach and search for anything.
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80's Era & Talking About...🗣💬🎵

 
Here's one for memory!
I didn't attend my own high school prom, however...
I did attend my high school sweethearts prom👇
Talking about missing everyone and all the really GREAT times! Living life to the FULLEST times!
They were all a few years older, but took me in as part of their tight knit group. The girls went to a private catholic school. The guys also attended a private school. I attended public school, but spent my weekends with everyone. They always had the really big Italian gatherings with tables upon tables of food!
They all now have families of their own and some, even have become prosperous business owners. Almost all of the guys, now work in law enforcement as detectives, state patrol and even the FBI. 
The 80's... absolutely the BEST time to live and for that, I am one LUCKY gal!!
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Change Can Be... Too Much, Too Fast⌛️

 
THIS...
Is how I remember birthdays in the family👇
No one, ever, went without a birthday cake👇
No one, ever celebrated, alone👇
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Cancer Progression🤔Understanding Cachexia.

 
I won, a temporary overturn of the remainder, of my insurance appeal.
Prescription drug coverage.
Due to continued cuts with NIH, Rare Cancer Institute research/Federal Funds. My insurance company is not certain, how long my drug coverage will last. Due to so many cuts with federal research funding, this is temporary. I am just thankful to have a break before most likely, another process of appeals.
It's been a very frustrating but as well... enlightening process. My providers will also need to remain on the same page, as it was highly advised to look for a new provider, one who did not follow proper protocol. 
This contributed to further problems, with the entire appeal process.
Right now, I am just taking the time to recharge and focus on life. With the help of another round of steroids, I was able to realize a bit of energy. Finally going through my clothes, that no longer fit. Over the past several months, I have lost a tremendous amount of weight. 
I am under 100 pounds now, so my clothes definitely need replacing this week. Along with undergarments and just taking time for overall self♡care. 
Valuable time for some much needed recharging!
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Relying On Someone😐👺Lessons Of Illness-Disability.

 
This test SHOULD be negative👇
This DOES however, explain to my oncology group that we ARE back to the beginning.
That makes me extremely uncomfortable and rightfully scared... concerned.
Symptoms, already creeping right back up, again.
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🫂Acceptance, Kindness Can Be Foreign In Many Ways...

 
When someone is accustomed to neglect, receiving kindness  can feel confusing, uncomfortable and even suspicious... leading them to push it away.
One may also doubt the sincerity of the gesture or feel unworthy of it. This can be due to a lack of experience with positive interactions often stemming from past trauma.
You may essentially, not have the emotional tools to recognize and accept genuine kindness when it's offered.
#Pitfalls Of Trauma 
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No Matter The Setting🗣👤Conversing Is No Different.

 
A good month, it may take to recharge.
What I didn't know? Family or loved ones, can file additional information on your behalf, appeal process👇
If it was a podcast or blog appeal? They would had DEFINITELY been on it! Again, I don't understand the wasted petty time, energy, arguing over the same as any other platform... Facebook, Instagram, etc. ALL... ways people connect and share of life. Again, same as any other gathering where folks talk about themselves, life, but in a face-to-face setting.
It would had been impossible for anyone, to give insight medically... when your not around the patient.
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Narcissistic Personality Disorder😖👺Toxic Loyalty, Triangulation.

 
Watch closely; narcissistic families, cult behavior...
How they ban together, to destroy the inner family target.
Group chats, family gatherings, phone calls. It isn't about any concern of their family member, target of choice. Instead, it's just a daily checking in among the group. A mere smear campaign of malicious ganging up... what's NEXT on the agenda!.
All the way... to the end.
How fast the narcissistic family, cult gets rid of their family target... the better!
Then, it's onto the next one.
The next scapegoat among already trained narcissists, another cursed generation.
Rarely, does the narcissistic family, cult break such a toxic cycle.
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First Thing On The Agenda💰.

 
Patients should be able to afford their medication because the high cost of prescription drugs can significantly hinder access to necessary treatment, leading to poorer health outcomes, non-adherence to medication regimens, and ultimately, a negative impact on overall wellbeing particularly for individuals with chronic conditions or low income; making affordable medication a crucial element of quality healthcare access. 
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❤️‍🩹Baylen Out Loud, Parenting Disabled Daughters❤️‍🩹

 
Another weekend...useless help.
Yep, doing everything on my own, again. Even with a legal agreement, it's too much energy, trying to make someone understand responsibility... turning agreements into arguments. The excuses of being "tired" are mere excuses. I could easily use that excuse and more... however, one will remember lack of help at closing. When the proceeds from the house/years of hard work on my end, flipping this house... go into my hands.👏👏👇
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Yes, fathers should protect their daughters, which means not  only physically shielding them from harm, but also actively working to safeguard their emotional well-being, educate them about potential dangers and foster their confidence to navigate the world safely; essentially acting as a guiding force in their lives to ensure their safety and well-being. 
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When Life Becomes An Old 70's 🎵 Song...

 
Here is a photo of the pee pads. These also worked as a sponge for  basement water issues👇
These became a lifesaver last weekend!
I had 2 placed down on the floor side-by-side, that literally covered the entire wall.
Luckily, the water issues only lasted a few days. However, with climate changes to the EXTREME!! I am certain, they will be in use again this year.
The crazy rain, sleet, thunder, lightening then SNOW🤪👇
I bought mine to use as pee pads for LittleBabyBlue. That was 2 years ago, and they are still like new! Easy to wash and dry. Super durable!
Here is what I could find on Amazon regarding them:
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LOOBANI
2 Packs Extra Large Reusable Dog Mat for Floor, Non-Slip Washable Pee Pads for Dogs, Fast Absorbent Pet Whelping Pads, Puppy Playpen Mat for Incontinence, Housebreak, Crate, 72x72in,Gray
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