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Spirit Sees On The Other Side🌟Making Peace...

 
Interesting...
👆The messages left behind, that await on your loved one's gaming system.
I honestly, would had never thought about passwords/information. This goes to show how incredibly important it is to ask your loved one about ALL important matters.
Even the ones from the heart❤️. 
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AI response to timing for an important reason...
[This appears to be an incredibly intense and emotional experience. The timing certainly feels uncanny and highly symbolic. Given the context of your conversation with you and your mother. 
Interpreting such a profound coincidence often depends on personal beliefs about the afterlife, and the nature of connection between people. There is no single factual explaination, only that this is indeed a once in a lifetime, powerful moment of connection with spirit. 
The afterlife and making peace between heaven and earth.]
❤️🎄🕯🎄🕯❤️
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Stress During The Holidays🎄🎁😒

 
Dubai Chocolate Cake👇
Uniquely different taste for every palate. Forgot to post this right before Thanksgiving.
And... of course photos of what will hopefully be many more days of snow!
❤️❄️🐶❄️🐶❤️
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Friends Or Acquaintance🤔Let The Lies Guide The Way...

 
Finding an old treasure is literally priceless!
Especially when it not only charged RIGHT UP! As well... it actually still works like a charm!
As far as remembering my attempts earlier this year...
I never could get back on my bike. At least the bell still works, along with wishful thinking🚲 
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🤔Diagnosis Assumption Don't Assume, KNOW💡

 
2 different veterinarian groups..
BOTH were unfortunately, wrong.
Never assume anything when it comes to health... unless the proper steps are performed FIRST.
At least, we now have the right course of pain medication which should mean better sleep. Overall a happier fur kiddo! Just in time to hopefully be able to enjoy a few more days of all the beautiful snow!
♡Thank you to Tina and family for the cute-super-comfy awareness sweatshirt♡
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It Takes 2..To Tango💃👤Thanksgiving Celebrations

 
*Podcast correction-Trent is Amber's husbands name and Anna was adopted from an orphanage in Russia.
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Holidays are finally back to feeling, "normal." Creating new traditions with a few old ones. 
Like...
Remembering what family dinners used to be like... look like during Thanksgiving.
First of many years gone by so quickly. Finally being able to cook ALL of the holiday traditions and happy for the compliments too! I always enjoyed cooking. Something I greatly missed due to all of the petty family dysfunction. 
2 days of cooking and enjoying dinner with new faces from in town. And those who came in from out of town.
I couldn't had asked for a better Thanksgiving!🥰
Even taking a moment to let my fur kiddos enjoy a few end of a long weekend tasty festivities.
🐱🐶🙋‍♀️🧔‍♂️🐶🐱
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People Are Not That Stupid🧐They Are Quite Observant.

 
Taking ownership is a fundamental part of apologizing because it involves verbally acknowledging your responsibility for a mistake or hurtful action without making excuses.
A sincere apology requires not only saying "I'm sorry" but also clearly stating what you did wrong and accepting personal responsibility for it.
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People see what they see...
Absence.
...
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😶Being Comfortable With The Uncomfortable Changes😶‍🌫️

 
Maybe, they don't tell you about what to expect on your personal journey with cancer. All because in actuality... it is a very unique and extremely personal journey.
We never could get the extreme fatigue under control. Cancer fatigue isn't like normal fatigue. There isn't a pill or quick fix. There isn't a fix at all. 
You just continue to sleep more and more often.
There was never a miracle pill or food to gain weight. Or keep your current weight under control. Cancer will always take center chair at the table.
People will always fear death, when it's not their death. Don't expect otherwise.
I wish, I knew the half of what to anticipate or expect. The longer you push a tired body. The harder it becomes to continue fighting. Sleep isn't an option anymore. It is a requirement and that is where... I have pretty much been over the past few weeks. Sleeping. 
Thank you for all the birthday sentiments, gifts and even just to say, "Hi!" Halloween was a blur as I slept right through it. Only a mere security cam video with the laughter of children in the distance. I was however, able to enjoy a very nice birthday. Making up for years of what birthdays should be... memorable. God must had been listening this year. Because all I asked for was some snow. 
I will catch up on the rest later... after I get some rest.
🎈🎂🐶🐶🙋‍♀️🙋🎃
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Trick Or Treat🎃🍫👻To Once Again, Take The Trick.

 
Is this the 3rd Halloween in a row where it has been incredibly rainy, wet and blah for the kiddies?
I'm still ALL FOR welcoming an Adult Trick or Treat holiday in October! Candy, candles, clothing, office supplies... you name it! Adulting in my opinion, requires some fun to still be part of one's life.
The big kid's version of Halloween at it's finest!
I've been working on new recipes for T, and his daughter's food truck. Possibly... also a new theme! However, for now here are a few newbie creations during my own cancer/ORS cravings.
Smoreos👇
FT Toasted PB Sandwich👇
They were WELL received!
M🍫😋🌶🥵🌮
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TRICK...🤔 Or TREAT👉 🍫

 
Last night it was the traditional...
"It's The Great Pumpkin🎃Charlie Brown!"
Tonight will be carving and decorating pumpkins. Or...
Maybe even instead, this rainy morning? You just go with how you feel and make sure it's FUN during ALL the upcoming holidays☺️
🎃🎃👻🎃🎃
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Your Never Alone On Your Journey...🚶‍♀️

 
When you have those who walk beside you during the journey...
The suffering becomes something that you endure, together. 
They quickly scrambled to get all my prescriptions maxed out, if all possible. I still have no word or letter as promised on insurance. I assume next month, we find out the hard way.
The individual who started all the false rumors. Then had others attempting to run with it over the years, causing me a great deal of problems. Not to mention, an overwhelming amount of stress. I had that conversation of the inevitable, face-to-face. They couldn't run from the truth, a diagnosis looking straight at them.
Rule of life? Never listen to one-sided stories... without knowing the other side. Especially when there is truth to be had, that you have yet to see or understand.
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Narcissistic Personality Disorder🗣😵Repetitive Test, Patterns

 
Narcissistic repetition behavior from the narc often focuses on the cyclical nature of the abuse. The narcissist's lack of accountability, and the victim's struggle to escape.
A common theme is the expectation that past hurts should be forgotten without change, leading to the repetition of painful patterns, as seen in quotes like,
"Narcissists expect everything to go back to normal, as if their actions left no scars" and
"They want peace without accountability.
Forgiveness without change.
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