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You Can't Keep Suppressing😣🤯🤔

 
It's never healthy to suppress your feelings.
And...
When it comes to internal health struggles. It is most certainly, true.
Don't suppress.
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Not Fighting Alongside...🤺Against.

 
By being compassionate and present, you can truly comfort a sick family member.
Offer them kindness through small acts of care like adjusting their blanket, making their favorite soup, or simply sitting quietly by their side.
Listen to their concerns with patience and reassure.
Let them know, they're not alone.
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Cancer, Life, Pain...😣Something Of The Tumor Kind.

 
Evidence of a good life.
Nah...
Evidence of a GREAT LIFE! 
One, that I terribly miss.
Get out there, make memories, take lots of photos and don't forget to place them in lots of photo albums. They will one day... be a reminder, proof of a really well-lived life!
Remember, the 80's fashion trend, stir-up pants? Zoomed in to 👀... miss also getting all dressed up and actually having somewhere to go👏😕
*For those asking... yes, continuing to monitor levels, that still remain way too high👇
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It's Never Too Late...To Save Yourself.

 
Typical days off work... too out-of-it, to do anything.
Strange, how it wasn't about ever being of assistance to me. More so, of assistance to a son, I never knew I had🤔
Word of advice:
Always go through medicine, no longer in use. Prescription or over-the-counter. 
When in doubt...DUMP IT OUT👇
People with serious mental health and addiction problems, will hunt, reach and search for anything.
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80's Era & Talking About...🗣💬🎵

 
Here's one for memory!
I didn't attend my own high school prom, however...
I did attend my high school sweethearts prom👇
Talking about missing everyone and all the really GREAT times! Living life to the FULLEST times!
They were all a few years older, but took me in as part of their tight knit group. The girls went to a private catholic school. The guys also attended a private school. I attended public school, but spent my weekends with everyone. They always had the really big Italian gatherings with tables upon tables of food!
They all now have families of their own and some, even have become prosperous business owners. Almost all of the guys, now work in law enforcement as detectives, state patrol and even the FBI. 
The 80's... absolutely the BEST time to live and for that, I am one LUCKY gal!!
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Change Can Be... Too Much, Too Fast⌛️

 
THIS...
Is how I remember birthdays in the family👇
No one, ever, went without a birthday cake👇
No one, ever celebrated, alone👇
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Cancer Progression🤔Understanding Cachexia.

 
I won, a temporary overturn of the remainder, of my insurance appeal.
Prescription drug coverage.
Due to continued cuts with NIH, Rare Cancer Institute research/Federal Funds. My insurance company is not certain, how long my drug coverage will last. Due to so many cuts with federal research funding, this is temporary. I am just thankful to have a break before most likely, another process of appeals.
It's been a very frustrating but as well... enlightening process. My providers will also need to remain on the same page, as it was highly advised to look for a new provider, one who did not follow proper protocol. 
This contributed to further problems, with the entire appeal process.
Right now, I am just taking the time to recharge and focus on life. With the help of another round of steroids, I was able to realize a bit of energy. Finally going through my clothes, that no longer fit. Over the past several months, I have lost a tremendous amount of weight. 
I am under 100 pounds now, so my clothes definitely need replacing this week. Along with undergarments and just taking time for overall self♡care. 
Valuable time for some much needed recharging!
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Relying On Someone😐👺Lessons Of Illness-Disability.

 
This test SHOULD be negative👇
This DOES however, explain to my oncology group that we ARE back to the beginning.
That makes me extremely uncomfortable and rightfully scared... concerned.
Symptoms, already creeping right back up, again.
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🫂Acceptance, Kindness Can Be Foreign In Many Ways...

 
When someone is accustomed to neglect, receiving kindness  can feel confusing, uncomfortable and even suspicious... leading them to push it away.
One may also doubt the sincerity of the gesture or feel unworthy of it. This can be due to a lack of experience with positive interactions often stemming from past trauma.
You may essentially, not have the emotional tools to recognize and accept genuine kindness when it's offered.
#Pitfalls Of Trauma 
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No Matter The Setting🗣👤Conversing Is No Different.

 
A good month, it may take to recharge.
What I didn't know? Family or loved ones, can file additional information on your behalf, appeal process👇
If it was a podcast or blog appeal? They would had DEFINITELY been on it! Again, I don't understand the wasted petty time, energy, arguing over the same as any other platform... Facebook, Instagram, etc. ALL... ways people connect and share of life. Again, same as any other gathering where folks talk about themselves, life, but in a face-to-face setting.
It would had been impossible for anyone, to give insight medically... when your not around the patient.
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Narcissistic Personality Disorder😖👺Toxic Loyalty, Triangulation.

 
Watch closely; narcissistic families, cult behavior...
How they ban together, to destroy the inner family target.
Group chats, family gatherings, phone calls. It isn't about any concern of their family member, target of choice. Instead, it's just a daily checking in among the group. A mere smear campaign of malicious ganging up... what's NEXT on the agenda!.
All the way... to the end.
How fast the narcissistic family, cult gets rid of their family target... the better!
Then, it's onto the next one.
The next scapegoat among already trained narcissists, another cursed generation.
Rarely, does the narcissistic family, cult break such a toxic cycle.
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