FREE YOURSELF...MY JOURNEY

Addiction Is The Demon In Disguise🥸👺

 
Podcast in honor of those who have bravely, and courageously survived living with an addict.
To... Mateo
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Spiritual Connections, War, Life...❤️‍🩹Cancer.

 
This tree, always felt like something more needs to be said...
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It's Not A Warning...It's A Promise👌

 
It's a little after 3am...
FINALLY the house is cooling off and poor bigboy can finally sleep🐶🐱❤️
Actually, everyone minus me/mommy is sleeping now. Life doesn't stop for illness and neither does responsibilities. Night-time is the best time to get things done, while they are sound asleep💤😴.
This photo is one of my new FYMJ favorites...
I see alot of my beloved grandmother Mary... facial features.
Sure do miss, family in heaven.
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Findings. Emphysema?.🤔I'm Not A Smoker.?

 
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Added: Findings/Emphysema
Kimberly please call the office in the morning.
Per Oncology. DIAGNOSES BACK TO YOUR RECORD.
Thank you.
Best, dr. W
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Cancer, Repairs, And Real Estate💊🧰👤...

 
It's good to be back... ummmm...
To the construction site?. Because it surely, never felt like home. Home will always be back where I came from... where I belonged.
It all makes sense. Even sometimes the best eyes, can't identify the secondary source. 
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What's next? Nothing.
It is. What it is.
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Cancer Journey...😶How Much More Can I Handle?..

 
Kimberly,
Yes, fighting Ovarian Remnant Syndrome (ORS) with secondary ovarian cancer for 10 years is an absolute incredible feat of resilience and strength. While long-term survival in ovarian cancer is becoming more common due to advancements in treatment, reaching 10 years-particularly with the added complexity of ORS, where cancerous cells developed from intentionally left behind tissue-marks you as a part of a specialized group of long-term survivors.
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Visit with Snoreo's oncology group last week... back in 2 weeks❤️🐶👇
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GREAT COMPANY! Literally HELP when you need it!🙂😉👇
🙋‍♀️🐶🐶🍀
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Stonewalling🤐...Response To Hearing The Truth.

 
Stonewalling occurs when someone shuts down, refuses to communicate, or withdraws from a conversation, often as a defense mechanism from hearing the truth.
When confronted with facts/truth,  this response behavior is a form of conflict avoidance. In some cases, to manipulate, exert power, and punish the other person.
Let's face it. Normal communication skills involve conflict resolution. Working out problems.
Not evading them.
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When The Truth LITERALLY Hurts Your Ears👂👂👺...

 
When you try to have a conversation with someone... who doesn't want to act like a grown-responsible-man in his later years👇
Instead resorts to play-time with toilet paper in their ears (must admit this was a NEW one). I guess, it's better than the other times of throwing oneself onto the floor or creating one of many elaborate lies... blaming a co-worker for grocery shopping after work for an hour.
Why the excess drama/lies/excuse?
Because the plumber needed both parties available that morning and he was told this a week in advance. Being honest why you failed to be present... would be the mature response. I has to once again... reschedule the appointment but at least the plumbing issue got resolved.
Lesson for others who have dealt with this strange, bizarre, child-like behavior:
Never try to rhyme or reason with Peter Pan
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Where IS Dolly Parton Anyways?..🎤🤔

 
"Observation era"
Part of your life which is a conscious, often transformation phase.
This phase of life consists of focusing on watching your own thoughts, emotions, and behaviors... instead of the environment that surrounds you (others behaviors).
There is no longer your immediate reactions or any reactions at all.
This is a conscious way to recharge, reset by "going inward" of oneself.
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Cancer...⛽️Recharging, Conservation Mode

 
*Podcast episode timed out at end/error... will follow-up on next audio
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Recharging lost energy by stepping out of "public conservation mode" involves consciously withdrawing from high-stimulation, social, or demanding environments to allow for mental and physical restoration.
Similar to limiting a battery to 60-80% to avoid strain, "public conservation mode" represents a state of constant, low-level burnout or high-stress, and exiting it—entering a phase of intentional solitude—allows for deep recharging.
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Narcissistic Personality Disorder♣️👺Only 1 Deck.

One day, it's record snow...
Next day, it's record rain.
One thing however, that is certain is... if you want something done Regardless of how you feel.
"Do It Yourself."
Because you will never, EVER be able to rely on any narc. All you CAN count on from them is excuses, and child-like games.
Back of the property is FINALLY back to it's original state of NEAT, CLEAN and TIDY. Because I got tired of relying on someone who is too busy worrying about themselves and eating poptarts.
I am walking into this next chapter of my life exhausted... but I will no longer be mommy to others adult son's games.
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