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Narcissistic Personality Disorder🙄👺Entitlement Behavior.

 
Entitlement:
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Narcissists are users.
They feel entitled to YOU, and everything you have.
*Your car
*Your savings
*Your everything.
A narcissist does not make any demand with sympathy. Why? Because it is your obligation to provide them with everything they need in life.
Although you give because of your geneoristy, narcissists will then turn your generosity into pure extortion.
In all actuality, they are mere toddlers due to lack of emotional maturity.
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You... Can Not Replace Life❤️‍🩹

 
Podcast from a few days ago..
I'm not quite sure if anyone believes that the fires in California, are the result of global warming.
All I can say is... it takes kindness, compassion and sometimes just a lending ear. How we can be of help to others, during devastating life events. 
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Facts ✔️Check...Gossip, Drama From Boredom.

 
It might be a new year...
But some can't breathe without exaggeration.
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"An exaggeration is a truth, that lost it's temper."
👆Haggin Helen never wore... dresses?!? Ask for this podcast link sir, because Haggin Helen and Free Yourself...My Journey is not a Utube channel.
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Oncology Patients Cold 🥶 Sweats, A Valid Response.

 
The majority, definitely rules with each individual journey.
Once you experience, the first night of cold sweats...
You become increasingly aware. This is something that no one, can predict. Whether alone trying to explain it, to normal society.
Forget it.
Oncologists however, they know the signs of things beginning to get out of hand. 
This is the first time, hearing an honest answer. Just one, of many journeys.
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Oncology, Reproductive Journey👣Grandparenthood...

 
Grandparenthood.
Is that even such a name, term.
Regardless, you get my point of the matter. Trying to fit into normal life, as most know it. 
I'm not most. 
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Prayers go out to those in California, facing complete devastation from the wildfires.
Most of my holiday cards, came from friends in California. A beautiful place, I am told to live... but not a great place when it comes to climate change. Events lately, that most of the entire state is or has faced over the past few years. For many... total loss.
❤️🙏❤️
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Similarities Are Common🥱🥶💊

 
Finally... SNOW!.
Lots of snow and needing to travel this evening.
Out of state to pick up medications from hospital pharmacy with a much more peaceful, scenic view.
It's no wonder, I always preferred this time of year.
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Catching Up On Life⏳️🏃‍♀️

 
Photo of extended family wayyyy back in the 40's!👇
Can you believe it?! The very first snowfall of the season, still coming down👇❄️
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🕯Ending 2024...Onto New Year 2025🍸

 
Anyone else, superstitious?
Making sure not to take down the tree and decorations until after the clock strikes midnight...
👽2025 year of Alien friends😄
I just hope they like cleaning and can help cut the grass next landscaping season!
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Taking On Other's Adults, During The Holiday Season🤔🎄😕

 
I think... I have posted and published this now, for the 3rd time.
Trying to explain it... sounded a bit crazy and that was pretty much my Christmas Eve, Christmas Day.
Chasing down someone's son, having a full mental meltdown. All because their parents, did not want them over for the holidays. Yes, I called those parents, twice. All, because let's face it... I know how end of life karma works. You do good, even when sometimes, it feels completely wrong or unfair. I am only responsible as a parent to my fur kiddos. But somehow, have realized the last second parental role modeling... thrown off to me, by others.
Me, contacting their parents to let them know... you may want to come get your son. Of course, they just let the recorder pick up and didn't return my concerning calls.
In the end, I made it through 2 days of pure stress and would never, ever do it again. No matter how much, I know the universe is watching. I ended up however, celebrating Christmas over the past 24-hours. Actually, enjoying myself and meeting up with those later, than one could had ever anticipated. They understand the situation, but this cannot continue another holiday. Parenting, someone else's son, who is not my responsibility. 
Again...
If you do not understand, that being a parent is a lifetime commitment. Then you are not ready, for a child or children.
You don't get to pick, choose perfect kids. Then hopefully discard off, the one's that need extra help and attention... off to others out in the world.
No, I'm not a heartless, cold person. But... I have met my limits, on helping others with their son. Then having to move around my entire holiday schedule. Because the parents don't want their holidays to be ruined. Let's just face the facts, because you refuse to bring your adult son home for the holidays. That includes, if you have an adult son and they seek mental health assistance. When the hospital let's them leave, under strict guidelines, that they stay with you. Under your roof, as parents for minimum 24-hours. That doesn't mean telling them, less than 15-hours later... you have to leave now. That's not being responsible at all, to say the least. That is downright, dangerous. You don't choose to be active and supportive to grandkids... in order to forfeit your own flesh and blood, that may have troubles. No way, no how. Especially, when it comes to mental health. I'm a HUGE advocate when it comes to this!
I got smart this time, applied learned behavioral therapy. Seeing, I've been down this same type of breakdowns, with the same person. I have learned overtime, how to handle the behavior to not escalate matters, but to descalate. Omitting escalation, means choosing silence over trying to rhyme or reason. 
I was still able to enjoy mixing some old, with new holiday traditions. I was mostly extatic to finally put up the Christmas tree this year! Then I broke down, and had a good healthy cry... because it was important. It's important to allow yourself to feel. That tree holds so many good, positive energy and happy memories of many decades of my life.
Even through it all... no one will ever take my joy away, when it comes to Christmas. 
Sorry, negative energy. You will never take away my happiness. It actually, ended up being a pretty good Christmas... even if it was a little late!.
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Treatments started up again later this evening, so needless to say. The gift of food, came at the most perfect timing! A sweet treat to end a bittersweet holiday!
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Unity Around The Holidays🎄Selflessly Giving.

 
Christmas isn't about the monetary gifts...
Christmas is about the ❤️heart.
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Life Evolves... So Does The Holidays🎄

 
This has been by far... the longest holiday decorating season yet!
Even Blue is getting tired🐶😆
Promo items at least will be put together, up and running by this weekend... YAYYYY!
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