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Don’t Feel Bad... About YOUR End Of Life Decisions.🤔💡💌

 
Nor...
What others may think of your decisions.
Those "others" only got a 1-sided story. You couldn't take on 2 battles.
You have to learn in life... to cut yourself some slack.
Others behavior and decisions... are others behavior and decisions. You cannot control the behavior and decisions of others.
Sometimes... that 1-sided story others saw, was solely your response to some down right toxic, absent, negligent, cruel behavior.
All while YOU were struggling.
Their time and energy towards extremely destructive behavior and decisions on the behavior. Could had far-better been spent.
No One...
Should have to fight with their health, alone.
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Question to therapist:
"Am I justified by leaving dysfunctional/individuals out of my obituary? Will God see it any differently?"
Response:
"God will handle those who have failed to treat others with understanding, kindness, compassion and moral decency. That is not your battle.
The question is really a statement.
Your right, to write your own obituary, is a statement and final words about your life. It can be whatever of your choosing. It can also serve as a lesson for others. A reflection of absence and how you treat or don't treat those who are sick.
Don't feel bad disregarding dysfunctional/individuals. When your dead. It won't matter who was left out of an obituary, final words of the deceased.
What matters is how you respected yourself, no matter if it happened at the beginning or the end of your journey."
CaringBridge finally caught up from the past few days. As well learning more about case/patient #4❤️
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👣 Victory Lap❤️... 👣 My Journey❤️

 
I had to unexpectedly...
Make some big decisions and last second changes in my life.
This has quickly occurred over the past few weeks.
Changes with my health and other important matters.
At this point of my journey... it's important to reflect on what got me through the tough times. Especially, over the course of the past several years.
My hospital specialists, are also at major crossroads. They have become very limited, when it comes to my palliative, comfort care. Unfortunately, nothing has been working.
The new medications, called in early last week are on such a high tier level now. How both insurance policies view certain medications, with being in an At-Home setting. The past several days, have been nothing but more paperwork requests for my specialists. Great attempts at jumping through insurance hurdles. All in order to get new medications covered for me. So I am... comfortable. In the meantime, my weight continues to decline and so does my overall internal health.
When things gain so much momentum... at such a quick rate. You...Yourself, begin to scramble getting things together. Whatever you need to make sure all of your wishes, directives are in order.
My case as of late last week, Friday, has made it back to it’s original hands. I like to think of it, as my final victory lap. I made it past my original prognosis. Now, here I stand with things progressing so rapidly... that my palliative care team have run out of options.
I am not sure, if this now puts me in line, for hospice At-Home care. However, whatever happens... happens.
I am, so very proud of myself. How hard I have fought the battle. While fighting as well those along the way. I never gave up. I never caved in...
I remained determined. 
That within itself, speaks volumes about the human spirit.
❤️Remember all the various hearts, over the past several months? Shapes of hearts randomly popping up in the strangest places and locations. I figured out the meaning. All along, the answer was staring right at me.
I was carrying them with me, the entire time. Wearing them close to my own heart...throughout my entire journey.
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(Video~Laughter is a gift that we must share with others💞)
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Fall Flavors😋Italian Dish-K.Creations

 
🍁🌶🥒😍🍅🧄🍁
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EVERY🪙Penny COUNTS Folks!... Welcome To #Financial🤑Depression.

 
Who ISN'T struggling with the economy in the United States?.
EVERY single penny COUNTS!
Help others without expecting something back...
No strings attached.
👇8% interest rate arrived early
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Starting Friday On A 😃 & Positive Note❣️

 
Get out this weekend and
ENJOY
the beautiful fall weather!
🌻🍁🌞🍁🌻
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Narcissistic Personality Disorder🤔💡👺Covert Narcs & Flying Monkees

 
Once you get past the emotional part of healing...
The thick narcissistic fog...
You will finally see light.
🖤`❣️
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Narcissistic Personality Disorder🤨💡👺Narcs Wear Muffs/Ear Plugs.

 
One thing is for certain about Narcissistic Personality Disorder... and narcs.
If they are having a bad day. They will attempt to project on prior targets or their existing targets=You.
Narcs also lack all empathy for anyone who struggles or suffers from chronic illness.
A narc... no matter how many facts you place on a table... BELIEVE they are always RIGHT.
They are incredibly ruthless when it comes to control.
I wasn't going to podcast today. Only my daily Caring Bridge journal... however when any narc wants to attempt to project their bad day onto me?..
Not going to happen.
#Narcissistic Playbook 101
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Narcissistic Personality Disorder🤔💡👺Narcissistic Playbook

 
Here are the 2 seasonal Halloween products referenced/podcast:
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Narcissistic Personality Disorder:
Playbook revealed so others can understand what they are going through... the fog from narcissistic behavior.
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FIRST Sightings Of BIG GIRAFFE!?...🤔🐶🦒

 
BIG picture window makes all the wildlife...
(sneaky peeky approach)
BIGGER THAN LIFE!
🤨🤔🐶🦒😂😉
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The Power Of Healing💔❤️‍🩹❤️What You Do With Your Time Matters!

 
The exterior...
Almost complete.
Yesterday evening, I finally took some time to sit back and enjoy all the hard work.
Pouring myself into a home, that needed it's own love. All while enduring my own, long overdue healing.
💔❤️‍🩹❤️❣️
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Narcissistic Connection?.. Positive Energy♡ vs. Negative Energy-

 
Don't feel right without wearing a cross?..
It isn't just a feeling or mere coincidence.
You aren't alone.
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